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I don't know where to start.
I feel like I am normal again.
But I hate feeling normal. I use food to make myself feel better.
But it's worse. The feeling of all the chocolate in my stomach makes me feel 10 times worse.
I miss the feeling when I just drink or fast. The emptiness. The control.
I cant wait for 2009 to end.
I feel like I am normal again.
But I hate feeling normal. I use food to make myself feel better.
But it's worse. The feeling of all the chocolate in my stomach makes me feel 10 times worse.
I miss the feeling when I just drink or fast. The emptiness. The control.
I cant wait for 2009 to end.